My heart went racing out of control again this evening a bit before 20 (8PM). It went at top speed for about 5 minutes. Even after it returned to near normal levels, the event has left me half dazed, as if my senses are partly muted or fogged, and I am weak.
As suspected, I felt [...]
I thank you all in advance for your sympathy. ^_^
I mounted the external diskette drive today, for the first time since I moved. I found out a couple things.
One, I definitely wrote better fiction in New Norwegian than in English. The humor, the drama, the terse expressions at critical moments: All of them are stronger [...]
It will take its sweet time to restock my bookshelves after getting rid of the worthless stuff. But should I really fill them again? What is the chance that my heirs will want to read “The Challenge of Enlightenment”, “Meditations on the Tarot” or “One Cosmos under God”? Chances are they go on the fire [...]
That shadowy figure in your room is not actually shadowy, you just cannot see her, although she can see you. She is actually beautiful and wise, and she is trying to wake you up to the Truth. She is always watching over you with warm eyes, full of hope and love, that she wants you [...]
Well, people change after two years. (I am pretty sure I had very nearly the same text with a different girl a few years ago, perhaps this is a common proverb in Japan? Anyway, I have changed again so it is appropriate.)
I am honestly not sure when or how the latest changes started. It is [...]
If you are overflowing with joy, you may want to restrain yourself somewhat so as to not set off people’s insanity detectors. I did not have that problem though, since I was alone at work. But I still behaved. Of course, the headache may have helped.
I had some breathing troubles last night – not asthma [...]
Books that give happiness, in a computer game and in real life.
I guess it had to happen sooner or later. This morning, just before I woke up, I had a lifelike dream where Happy Science in Norway held a congress on the south coast, so it was convenient for me to attend. It turned up that there were actually very few members who attended (though there [...]
What must I say to be sincere? The unsolvable question!
I mentioned yesterday that love takes the path that leads to happiness for the other person. In the case of romance, it is pretty obvious that this also is your own happiness. Or one should at least think that would be pretty obvious.
I mentioned long ago [...]