My heart went racing out of control again this evening a bit before 20 (8PM). It went at top speed for about 5 minutes. Even after it returned to near normal levels, the event has left me half dazed, as if my senses are partly muted or fogged, and I am weak.
As suspected, I felt [...]
I guess it had to happen sooner or later. This morning, just before I woke up, I had a lifelike dream where Happy Science in Norway held a congress on the south coast, so it was convenient for me to attend. It turned up that there were actually very few members who attended (though there [...]
Not all love stories have happy endings, and not all frogs are princes. Well, perhaps deep inside, but it would require divine intervention in some cases!
It has gradually become clearer to me that my JulNoWriMo novel is in fact like a single play-through of a ren-ai game (dating sim or visual novel of romantic nature).
When [...]
I’m sorry… I lied. Or at least cowardly failed to tell the truth, which would be something like “I know what you are, and I assure you in front of the Light that we would both spend our time more wisely talking to cauliflowers than each other.”
I need to take God more seriously when he [...]
Do I have a Messiah complex? In my dreams! My subconscious reads my journal (no surprise there) and mocks my resolution to not claim spiritual VIP status.
In my dream this morning, I am like Jesus. I do wonders, I preach goodness, I am seized by the authorities and sentenced to death. Except I don’t die, [...]
I haven’t been writing much lately, but I have been thinking some, and observing myself as usual. I have been observing my dreams each morning. This morning I dreamed that I had moved to (or perhaps built) a house on the road to the farm where I grew up. The road goes through a stretch [...]
The religiosity of your meditation is not something outsiders can ascertain.
I was already planning to write this entry when I read something eerily related in The Challenge of the Mind by Ryuho Okawa. He says that the purpose of meditation is to contact High Spirits, such as your Guardian Angel. If it was just to [...]
This is the field in front of the house I rent, beside the road. You can see a corner of the shed to the left. In the background is our slightly horse-owning neighbors. My “lawn” consists of sand, mud, and a plethora of flowers. I am not going to mow it anytime soon.
I think I [...]
It is that time of the year again!
It is the time of the year to mock Socialism again. Not the socialists, many of them are good people at heart. They are just misled by a false belief. Of course, you may say that so am I. The proof of the pudding, however, is in [...]