{"id":6283,"date":"2012-06-22T23:52:59","date_gmt":"2012-06-22T22:52:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/?p=6283"},"modified":"2012-06-25T22:52:41","modified_gmt":"2012-06-25T21:52:41","slug":"chickening-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/2012\/06\/22\/chickening-out\/","title":{"rendered":"Chickening out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" title=\"Screenshot anime The Laws of Eternity\" src=\"https:\/\/chaosnode.net\/jun12\/di120622.jpg\" alt=\"&quot;Strive to be infinitely beautiful and good&quot;\" width=\"600\" height=\"350\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Today I actually wrote and uploaded a decent length review of the movie <em>The Laws of the Sun<\/em> from Happy Science, based on their most loved book, the Happy Science answer to Genesis. Then I went to bed.<\/p>\n<p>A bit over an hour later, I woke up alarmed. It was not quite a panic attack such as I had occasionally through my life (and may well have again, though it has been quite a while). Still, something was definitely wrong, I felt deep within. Reflecting on this, I found that the entry was the one thing I felt troubled about. I could not say whether I had been too critical or not critical enough. In fact, I felt I had no clear mandate from Heaven, so to speak, to opine on it. So I removed my entry from public view.<\/p>\n<p>If you feel that you need to know more about it, feel free to contact me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Took down a journal entry. Nobody asked me to. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/2012\/06\/22\/chickening-out\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6283","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-meta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6283","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6283"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6283\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6285,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6283\/revisions\/6285"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6283"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6283"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6283"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}