{"id":8510,"date":"2019-10-01T23:17:41","date_gmt":"2019-10-01T22:17:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/?p=8510"},"modified":"2020-09-21T03:08:18","modified_gmt":"2020-09-21T02:08:18","slug":"singing-to-the-light-in-the-dark","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/2019\/10\/01\/singing-to-the-light-in-the-dark\/","title":{"rendered":"Singing to the Light, in the dark"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You never know what you will find in a Chaos Node. As I booted up an old computer to test something, the browser came up with one window showing my Livejournal Friends page from a day in 2010, presumably when I last used the computer. That is why I know how long ago this was. Another tab was opened on one of my favorite Japanese songs from that time <em>(This is my<\/em> Road from Guin Saga). The next video queued up, which I had not played and never seen or heard before, was the song You are the Light by Kanon. A Japanese songstress, so I was completely unprepared for what I heard. And for the first time in many months, tears filled my eyes.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Kanon. You Are The Light.\" width=\"584\" height=\"438\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/5Ts2S3_6zwY?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><em>Every time I lose myself, you always guide my with your words;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>give me the strength to power on.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>That&#8217;s why I&#8217;m still standing now&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I wanna thank for all the things you have given me.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>The light seems stronger every time you are here with me&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>All my heart and soul belong to you&#8230; to You!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You are the Light, you are my hope,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I&#8217;m so secure &#8217;cause with you now.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>In this world we live today,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>failing to achieve our goals,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>our souls are left in deep despair.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>But don&#8217;t let darkness fill your heart<\/em><br \/>\n<em>&#8217;cause there will always be the Light, shining from Above.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ah, draw me closer, hold me tighter, with your love:<\/em><br \/>\n<em>all my heart and soul belong to you&#8230; to You.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You are the Light, you are my hope,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I&#8217;m so secure &#8217;cause with you now.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You never know what you will find in a Chaos Node. As I booted up an old computer to test something, the browser came up with one window showing my Livejournal Friends page from a day in 2010, presumably when &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/2019\/10\/01\/singing-to-the-light-in-the-dark\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8510","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-music","category-religion"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8510","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8510"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8510\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8575,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8510\/revisions\/8575"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8510"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8510"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chaosnode.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8510"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}